Well, I had my daily cry during all of this chaos. Some moments I feel like I'm doing okay juggling it all, other moments I'm having an anxiety attack complete with chest pain and crying because it feels so overwhelming. I'm glad H isn't here for me to clean up after him or to undermine me and I feel safer going to bed at night. But it's hard being the only one to handle all the covid stuff and the kids. I don't even think CPS "recommendation" to not be residing in the same house is only going to last as long as the shelter in place is in effect...I think this will at least continue until we're done with the case.