What an awful, painful, trying, stressful year for you! I just cannot even imagine having to deal with all that basically at once. The fact that you are still standing is a testimonial to your inner fortitude. Good job!!!! I have enormous respect for you and for the huge accomplishment of you still being on your feet.

How is your physical health? Are you breathing okay? Febrile? I hope you are one of the ones who stays relatively well through all this.

I have to note that, while you were describing all these travails this year, I did not read very much about how your brain health, itself, is doing. I don't know your whole story. Are you making it through this okay? Obviously, it is discouraging. It would be for anyone. But is your mental illness flaring as well?

Sending you strength and support and hugs!!!! You will make it through this!!