My mom said she was going to Costco and would get me toilet paper and a few other things if they had them, that is. I admit! I've been rationing toilet paper! Just using a lot less each time. Seems to be helping. And the more people buy the more people freak out so then THEY buy a lot... I'm glad stores are putting a limit on it. I saw an article online that said that one big manufacturer is running at 120% capacity and its still not enough!

So I don't feel depressed at the moment, but I am getting tired of the whole Covid-19 thing! Every morning when I wake up, my first thought is the last few moments of my dream, the fact that that wasn't real and then the fact that the virus is STILL here and still very REAL! It feels that they are reversed: Dreams are real and life is the dreams.

I had a phone appointment with my liver doctor on Wednesday. Things are still bad. I simply MUST lose this weight so that my liver can be devoid of fat, too. And now is about the right time to do it, while we are still allowed to go out and ride our bikes and walk. I have been contemplating my mortality. Not only because of the virus but because of my liver situation. That and I'm getting older. I don't care about being an "old person"- I'm just worried I won't even make it to be old.