We are doing chat sessions (we started doing 2 per month) with no video. It is uncomfortable for me to do video sessions, the sense of intimacy gets destroyed.

Almost at the end she asked me if I had any questions about the change of the frequency between sessions, because last time we discussed that if I needed to go back to 1 weekly.

I wrote: "Just to know that we understand each other, what we are doing to do? She said: "We are going to do...five times a week".

I froze for a couple of seconds. I thought: "She must be joking"

Then, she said: "Relax, we will continue on a 2 per month schedule"

I know that it was just a joke, but I couldn't help overanalyze it.

It feels like she thinks that I'm resisting...or that I'm too sick...maybe? Seems too far-fetched?

I dunno. I think that there is a reason behind everything we said on therapy, nothing is random.