I was hoping this wouldn't come back but after what happened at work I think my depression is raring back. I just feel like I'm only being kept as my husband is out of work and I'm expecting. I do want to keep my job and I want to do it but I just I get this feeling I'm only kept until I outlive my usefulness. I did screw up but I feel horrible about that. I wrote that incident report in tears afraid that was it and tried to explain what happened ...it was an accident. No excuses but I put that in by hand instead of using the lookup box now. I'm sure that's what happened. I selected the wrong number. I understand what I did but this whole week has been bad. I have been so scatterbrained I wondered if I had undiagnosed ADD, my mom keeps saying I should go on more meds but I don't think that's safe with kiddo on board and I'm on one right now. I just feel pretty useless and I wanted to tell my boss or someone at work I'm under a lot of stress but I think they'll just think I'm being dramatic or "hormonal". I got that vibe when I tried to tell my mom. She was trying to help but everytime this happens the subject turns to meds. Yes I took them. No I dont think its pooping out. I'm upset, I just need to vent and ask for advice. Sorry I'm just in a horrid mood and i feel like in bothering everyone.