I'm going to pop a klonopin tonight to see what it does for me. I'm not sure it'll help with my anxieties and stuff, but we'll see. can't say something doesn't work if you don't try it.

I'm just trying to ground myself and remind myself that s*** is happening, and that it's okay to take a klonopin.

I normally take my meds at 11pm nowadays, so it'll be a while before I even try klonopin. I've got a whole 2 hours. and then of course I don't fall asleep until 12am... figures...

I just wish I could sleep more than 7 hours (well, sometimes not even that if I'm constantly waking up). I think 7 hours of sleep is just bad for me. I need 10, but my body is saying, "no no no no no. NOT going to happen."