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Originally Posted by bluebicycle
sorry to hear that, daonnachd. i really wish they would allow you to get ECT. the COVID-19 crap is expected to stay around for a while, with some people predicting it'll disappear as late as august! I don't get why they are cutting people off like this, especially if COVID-19 ends up taking all the way until august to disappear.
anyways... I'm sorry that you're feeling so low, but you should be proud of yourself for sharing your suicide plan and working hard with your therapist to cope with all this crap going on. it takes a lot of courage and strength to share something so personal with them. 
and of course, I'm glad you're actively trying to stay safe. that's the most important thing right now. keep on keeping on.  |
Thank you, @
bluebicycle, for the detailed and attentive response. I hadn't heard August as a possible end to this, but with my studies of statistics, demographics, and biology I'm not surprised. I've been expecting much later than Easter all along.
It was so hard to open up about the plan. And it wasn't until afterward that I realised they have my address and could contact someone to come "look in on me." Nervous chills. I wouldn't want that to happen with my whole family home. By myself I think I could just talk things through with police or EMTs, but I don't want my family worrying about me having a plan.
a'best...