Well, I don't have much to update that I didn't already say in my update thread.

I am more relaxed right now, but it's not easy. I am trying to clear my mind.

Also, I started working out today after being a lazy bum for so long. I never realized how weak I actually am!

I tried to buy more workout supplies online today, but it seems that everyone else bought out almost everything because of the virus situation (i.e., no one can go to the gym). I did manage to find a kettlebell, medicine ball, and pull-up bar though -- albeit at weights that are not ideal. The good news is that I already have two sets of dumbbells (5lb and 8lb) and a jump rope. I just wish i had more of a dumbbell variety (e.g.,

Working out is helping me a bit though... even if I am weak. It's distracting me and giving me something to do. I wouldn't mind being more toned, so I suppose that is now my goal. I am just kinda lanky as it is.