I did a quick read to catch up and I wish you all the best.

Today I did my 5 mile walk, finished sculpting and painting a monster from a trilogy I read with my sons, and met with my T via telephone. Some other stuff too, but nothing worth mentioning.

I guess it is worth mentioning the ECT coordinator contacted me to say that my pdoc responsible for ECT is doing virtual meetings with patients now. I finally came out to her with the suicide plan which evolved over the past couple of weeks, but reassured them that my T is making an heroic effort to keep me safe. So, as things stand, I will probably still need to wait until the COVID surge dies down at the hospital. That's my choice now - or at least the repercussions of my choice. I can handle that.