I feel like I am in limbo. Other than my working days and cooking and cleaning I am not really doing much at all.

Spoke to 3 good friends on Zoom last night and it was awesome to see their faces and hear their voices but now I feel sad. It made me aware of my missing normal life. Just hanging out in a cafe.

Some of our conversation was a little scary for me too about that thing that is hanging over us all and what might happen next.