I had in morning my cappuccino. It looks lije I worked 21 hours one week a month ago. This may get me in trouble with SSDI. If it does, I owe them $1600. Not good. I am going to print out the hours I worked over that particular month, and then call SS to check things out. I should of known better, but it is a little confusing to me. There is an income limitation. How many hours I can work each month is a grey area. They seem to go by a limit of 20 hours a week. Even though the total monthly income is important, the hours worked is more important. How this translates to reality is unknown to me. Then when my profit sharing check comes, that will screw it all up. Since I did not work for it, it should not count. However, SS can make the argument that it does count toward the income for that month. This will put me over the monthly limit. If this turns out to be true, then I will just have to call in sick a couple days this month. Not good, but it is necessary. I will have to check with SS on this too.

I will be cleaning up my place today. I have been procrastinating about this for a couple weeks now. I am going back to walking my dog every day. It is starting to go stir-crazy since I have been sick recently. I also want to start practicing my piano once again. I have installed the sounds recorded from a popular German grand piano. It sounds great. Lately, I have been getting depressed about work, like I used to when I had a real job many years ago. There is no reason for this, but this has been the way it was for most of my life. I do not understand why this is. I have been very distracted lately, more so than usual. I found my door half open when I returned from work, and twice left the stove on for hours at a time. Fortunately, my monthly appointment with my pdoc is coming up next week.