I am so frustrated! I wanted to buy some dumbbells, and I literally JUST found that D1ck's Sporting Goods restocked them (after everyone else was sold out)... but then my boss wanted an urgent/emergency meeting with me, so I could not checkout. Then when I came back, they were all gone.

I swear it's so hard to find workout equipment these days... Ughhh... I want to workout, but I've barely got anything I can use. Just two sets of dumbbells -- 5lb and 8lb -- and a jumprope, but I want different weights for different exercises.

I'm trying to use exercise to relax me and stuff, but some of the workouts I can't do because the weights are too heavy for that. Then some of the other ones are too light for what I need. I suppose I'll stick with what I've got, but exercise yesterday helped me A TON. Just wish I could get what I needed...

Anyways, mood is kinda weird. I'm flip-flopping from being happy to being angry. I don't know why. I think maybe my anxiety is making me angry.