Hello , i have had difficulties with loneliness all my life(18 years) ,but earlier in my life i didnt pay too much attention to this and as a teen (to present) i overcame this(or so i thought) but recently i've found a girl who understands me and i can actually talk to without being disappointed ,but since she's a great person she is pretty busy and when im not talking to her i feel a bit down(not all the time ,only when i feel the need to talk to somebody ) .
I don't know what to say about this ,this doesn't seem too much of a problem(but i decided to ask help since this might be a problem and i'd rather prevent than treat) since i have been a loner all the time since i was young (i had friends but i was feeling much better alone) ,i think this is because of my parents too ,i dont want to blame them because they are honest and tried to raise me as good as they could ,but they neglected my emotional needs as a child so i dont feel like they love me ,even though they do love me.
I want to add one more thing , i dont feel lonely at all ,even when im alone for days without social contact.