Thanks blue and fern
Could those abusers who ''hated'' me and who only wanted bad things to happen to me......

even understand what supporting others is? Could they recognise they could possibly have been WRONG with all their horrible projections. Likely not.
Since I dislike posting what has been on my mind a lot lately (and almost everyone elses too

) ........

(edited)
All that ''crap'' becomes internalised and made me feel like I was feeling when I posted the first post in this thread
(not about anyone on pc)