@BirdDancer: That's a great action shot of the green hummer flying into the feeder!

@Blue_Bird: Congratulations on your one year anniversary! Always nice to hear from you.

@bpcyclist: Sorry you're having such a hard time. I'm a really patient person too but like you i have my moments.

In my news, i had a very nice day. I slept well and long and feel much healthier today. I showered, walked the dog, took her to the dog park and played with her and the neighbor's puppy. He's just a joy but i'm afraid my neighbor is at wit's end with him. He's really young, only ten weeks. I'm considering offering to take him for an hour if she needs a break. Puppies are not easy. I cooked and did the dishes too. I'm really making progress with the housework!

I'm hoping the mania i felt brewing will back off. It's a dicey time of year, Spring. But the last thing i need is feeling pressured to go out and have adventures with the virus in full-swing. I think i'll be alright. I did well to not engage with that guy from my past who contacted me. It would just have triggered mania to have started up with him again. In a way, i feel afraid to feel but i think this is healthy. I'm happy to chat with my neighbor so i'm not afraid of ALL relationships. I just want only easy ones tho. I don't want risk and excitement. Does that sound odd?