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Alas, ususally once I start on the way down I go pretty far and for a pretty long time. I just slide and slide until I hit the bottom and then after that it's pretty random. Months usually. I was hoping the seroquel would help but I am sleeping so much I think it may be helping things along in a strange way. Oh well. Right now, the time I am awake is just marking time until it's time to go to bed. I just wish I could get enough ambition together to clean up this pig sty of an apartment. Ugh. Good thing I'm not expecting any company.

Thanks for the kind thoughts Angel. They are much appreciated. I wish I had some good news but it's pretty much all bad. As it is, I have to borrow money to get a refill of my prescription. It costs an arm and a leg.

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Ahhhhhhhhh, sorry to hear that you're still on your descent and have yet to hit bottom and when you do, you'll probably be there quite some time. That sucks but I've been there too, in the abyss for months on end, feeling like there is no end in sight and no way out, simply HORRIBLE. Actually I don't think there is a word that can best describe how bad that actually is, no word comes close to justifying the incredibly debilitating experience that it is. Not a good place to be at all. Please take care and keep posting so we know how you're doing. Sending you hugs. {{{{{{{{{rebound}}}}}}}}