Dear SunflowerWannabe,

I am so very, very sorry that you are suffering. What you write of is something I can totally relate to. I am going through the same thoughts and emotions that you described.

These days I can just go for little walks around my house. With everything going on, I feel distress and am grieving the loss of what used to be my everyday life. I hope you will be okay. It is awful that you are suffering! Wish I knew what to say that would help.

My heart goes out to you!

Sincerely yours, -- Yao Wen