Stop caring when “professionals” irl are mean and callous? Stop being hurt by their abuse? I wish I could Stop being “too sensitive”? I do not know of anyone who is not hurt by that especially if multiple “providers” are so flawed and bullying.

This is my truth. It is MY experience. And I am not “paranoid”. I am deeply disappointed at the shoddy and bullying “service” I have repeatedly received irl when I was in legit distress and even “crisis”... having spoken to others it would seem their training is “different” here - basically it is blame the patient if they are not cured on their schedule. And that is just a tiny part of it..... so aside from moving continents which is obviously not an option... this issue is not “just in my head” or due to “wrong perceptions”.

I could tell them this, but they do not listen. I would prefer to be treated like a human/bear and not a malfunctioning machine..

I appreciate freedom of expression and not being shut down. This is part of MY healing. It’s not a one size fits all like some irl seem to think.