I am sorry for whoever is going to read this
I'm posting a lot more than what used to be my standards

I'm currently feeling a bit alone and defeated and don't really know who to talk to
My father passed away yesterday due to covid19
Of course we weren't allowed to touch him for a last goodbye and now i feel really overwhelmed by everything. The loss, the undone, the guilt
These last two years... Lord... i feel i've been such a beast in everything

I hope people around the world will be able to overcome this moment in a good way