I feel like this started the first time i was really desperate about social contact ..i was on the verge to talk to anyone ,even people i didn't like but at that time i've decided i will walk this path and get over this and become a stronger person.
And about my friend ,i don't feel down for other people it's just her ,because i feel like she gets me.
I feel disappointed only when i let myself down but that happens rarely .
And yes ,im an introvert(INTJ ,if this matters) and i love being myself ,i enjoy every moment of this .But i don't know what to feel about my friend ,should i pay more attention to this relationship or should i maintain my distance?