I wish I could work a good paying full time job again. It's too much to explain why that isn't currently possible. It has to do with mental illness and related issues. I don't grieve not working, every day, but it is at the back of my mind a lot. With my husband's job possibly on the line, it's further at the front of mine, lately.

I've been on disability for a long while now.

I used to be an intensely driven woman.