I feel good.

I went grocery shopping for the first time in months. I've been using a delivery service but they're not available now. It was like sci-fi out there. It was strenuous, all the walking and bending to pack my cart and packsack. But it went fairly well, the store was only out of liquid hand soap. There was even toilet paper. Transit was fine both ways, with the bus flying thru almost all of the stops.

I'm getting up early as i do during the Spring when i usually have mania. I have more energy and have been cleaning out my closets and organizing donations. I have wardrobes in five sizes to go. With a heavy heart i have finally stopped deluding myself that i am going to lose weight. I have nine big recycling bags filled. My home will run more smoothly with just one size wardrobe to store.

But i'm not getting any euphoria.

I'm still having a little trouble talking, from a long Winter of silence. I only talk to my neighbor when we play with our dogs and I stammer sometimes. I can't convey my point sometimes. She's French so there's that barrier too. Her puppy will be getting his shots and will be able to come outside late next week! I'm sooooooooooo excited!

Well, things are definitely BETTER, that's for sure but still room for improvement.