i'll give you the quick and dirty.
ever since i can remember i've had tingling in my hands and forearms when doing anything exciting like concerts, performing musically, meeting a girl, things of that nature. in addition since Nov of 04 i know have thse momesnts... once i was just sitting and i got weird... like far away from myself i had to look at things tice to assure myself i was in reality... (i have no better words for this) i though my god i;m dying.. and i felt a rush of what felt like air , that wasnt there go down my chest and i felt like almost passed out and i took a shwer and felt better. i thought i was lightheaded but i cant accurately diffrentiate between lightheadedness and derealization or depersonalization, its one of the two or both. in these mments i have trouble connectng thoughts, my girlfriend says i seem weird during it. since then i've had these regularly. and showers seem to help almost everytime. blood test (recently) showed me down on potassium but the supplements dont seem to be stopping it. i'm not so afraid of dying as the pain of dying. this time alst year i ahd two wisdoms out freaked out about the first, but then felt okay for the second once i knew it wouldnt hurt. when i gave that (recent) blood i freaked out so bad my hands went numb and i nearly fainted... i worry constantly about the dumbest things, i'm severly hypochondriac lways have been i think i got told this wouldnt hurt when it did too many times when i was younger. i thought for sure i had something... some disease.... heart problems something.... i'm more afraid ofthe surgery honestly then the diseases. i would sooner die than go under, what if i feel it. i have these speels at work, home, in the car, at completely random times. i used to smoke pot with friends nothing serious just fun no probs. now i getthis almost every time. i 'll be driving and notice my shoulders are clenched to my neck and i'll relax.. five minutes later i notice i'm right back... thats been since high school. i dont feel normal... i've always been luckily in good health.. i have reflux but only with drinks, hot food never bothered me now i cant eat anything i get stomach aches and they arent like the reflux aches this is solid indigestion constantly from everythign. if i get a random pain i wonder at length what it is. i worry peple in social situations (situations that matter to me) what people think of me, are the laughing at me, i cant make eye contact especially with girls they literally scare me. friends always made intros then i was okay. right now i feel shaky just talking about this. what is happening to me? people say i look healthier than ever nd my doctor says he can do more tests but the cebc, metabolic and something else all look fine with the potassium exception i was 3.2 liters of potass i weigh 190 and i'm 6'3". please someone i know you cant diagnos but at least try. in between i feel great, i laugh and joke... i seem and feel normal. but i cant take this, its driving me up the wall i've been more frustrated and irritable. HELP!