for me.. I just always wanted children... never had a time (well perhaps when my son was between 18-22 - when I would have adopted him out for awhile..smiling here......).. that I didn't....perhaps.. almost dying from a tumor at 19... and being told "no children"... entered into it...

but I wanted children well before that...so just a deep seated... wanting to have children and show them all the love that I didn't get as a child...

thru my faith.. my son was a gift from "God"... is just my faith..

this is just for me.... my opinion... my feeling....