I just get so sick of everything going to heck that I start to try to pull things together. Once I get some of the mess straightened out - like the dishes getting washed - I feel encouraged, and I tackle somerhing else. This builds momentum and I keep going. Order starts to replace the mess around me, and I feel better.

I'm determined and kind of stubborn. I keep thinking I can make a situation work. Howeved, "given the situation" that I'm in, that's hoping for a lot. Still, I have made it work for a number of years. So that convinces me that I can keep on doing this. I figure that it's just a matter of pulling myself together and continuing to try.

But I keep falling intoi a pit mentally.