Hi Poppet,

Thanx for your kind words... I really can't believe how much it has helped - finding this site, finding the courage to post and to chat to some people - I'm 30 and I know that a lot of people here have suffered a lot longer than I have, but this is the first time in my life I have talked about any of my experiences to anyone and just "meeting" some people who have gone thru or are gong thru similar things - well it's amazing. One of my fears is that people would think I was making it up or just looking for attention, both stem from childhood experiences.

But I've been made to feel so welcome here, no-one judges or condones and everyone offers thier support unconditionally.

Could this be another start to my so called 'recovery'... It's so easy to forget that I do have days like this, when I wake up and feel 'better'. They are few and far between but I'm sure that finding this site helped me to feel better today. I know I have breathed a sigh of relief, just being here and finding like minded people, I'm not alone anymore. Lets see how I am this evening.

Yes, tears spring up from no-where for me too. Sometimes I think I'm having a 'good' day and suddenly I feel my eyes welling up. I have no idea why.

(((((popppet)))))

How are you feeling today - I always have this guilt complex about talking about myself constantly - another childhood thing.

I really must go and start the housework - lunch time tho, lol

Thanx x