I just had an awkward uncomfortable session. She started off saying how much she likes my emails and how she wants me to keep on emailing her as if I was journaling. Then we got into how high my sex drive has been. She said to me. “This is a really awkward question but do you feel comfortable masturbating?” I’m like “um, yeah?” She said “oh ok.” Then I finally had the guts to say I ordered some stuff to the house and it was coming today. She said it was perfectly normal and if I’m into that stuff cool. Just to keep up with hygiene. I said I didn’t want my mom to find out. She said that stuff usually comes in a discreet package. She says she has plenty of clients who are into porn.

Ok. I didn’t even tell her what I ordered or what I’m “in to” but I had a feeling she knew?? Oh man I couldn’t look at her for much of the session. She kept smiling for some reason.

At the end of the session she said, to keep emailing her.