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Originally Posted by bluebicycle
You say that it's "crazy and mad," and you say that it "sounds stupid and pathetic." What makes you want to say those things? I ask this because I think it's an important thing to take a step back and analyze why you feel that people may think of your feelings as "crazy and mad" or "stupid and pathetic." So it makes me wonder... Do you feel that there is anything misguided about your thoughts and feelings? It sounds like you feel that perhaps there is something wrong with your thought patterns and/or feelings, and you did say that you are experiencing paranoia.
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It's just I am.... all of the above. If I wasn't the above I would be ok but I'm not. I'm struggling to keep my head clear. I'm although at times rationalizing it all I don't truly believe it it's just what they want you to think and feeel