h had a sore throat and slight fever over the weekend, and now this morning started coughing. he just called off work and told them he doesn't really think he's sick-sick but at the same time since he's over 65 and diabetic he doesn't want to take any more chances so is not going to work for awhile. He is in the other room filling out the thing to try to get unemployment since the new laws allow independent contractors to qualify. Now I am worrying about both L and him. If h has it I'll probably end up with it too. It is so hard to focus on my job today usually working helps me to not think about everything but today with h adding the cough in to his sore throat and fever - I cannot think and my anxiety is through the roof today. Ugh.

safe virtual hugs to anyone who wants. i'm on my lunch break now maybe i'll go take a shower and try to calm down.