Thanks for sharing your results.

I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time.
I've taken the Sanity Score test a couple of times. I haven't taken it recently though. When I have taken it, as I recall, I've scored slightly above 100... not terrible... but not great either. The thing is the Sanity Score test really doesn't touch upon any of my major issues. So it's really not an accurate reflection of how I'm doing. And, in fact, I've typically felt it made me out to be doing quite a bit better than I felt I was.
Beyond that... I don't consider the Sanity Score test, or any on-line self-assessment test for that matter, to be at all definitive. I like to take them & I find the results to be interesting. But I don't put any real stock in them. So whatever my results turn out to be I don't pay a lot of attention to them.

At least that's my perspective.