Thank you for the perspective ElectricManatee. I suspect T is happy to be able to still help and to still have some sort of normal routine. We touched on this briefly last time and he put my mind at ease....it's just hard to remember feeling ok about it when anxious. I think that generally speaking, the more one can help, the better they feel. I was chatting to a good friend who works as a doctor in a covid intensive care unit and he was saying similar things--that he is grateful to be able to help others and do his job.