My “recovering” addict bf is being a horrible person.
He’s making my life hell atm. I don’t know what to do because we’re stuck with each other. He’s ignoring me apart from for selfish reasons. He’s huffing and sighing which puts me on edge and he knows that. He just doesn’t listen or try and fix himself. He’s given up porn and masturbation but not the attitude that it’s my fault he went to porn and taking pics of other women without them knowing. Apparently because I wasn’t loving enough or giving him enough emotional support.
I can’t help getting in a mood every time I have a flashback or vision of you “having a poo” on the toilet. Every damn day. Or having found over 600-700 pics of so many different women on ur phone. And the memory cards full of porn. Duck my life. I’ve had enough. We’re so close to splitting up after 11yrs together. 10yrs of him lying and being a sex addict. He’s not even done 90 days yet. And expects me to get over it now.