do you like looking back to things that happened to you before diagnoses?

does it depress you- knowing that you are not that person anymore, do you enjoy telling stories of what you used to do and the things you got up to?

I love talking about my childhood. while a lot of it was full of abuse and uncertainty, I do have a lot of fond memories that make me smile (for example the rafting memory I just posted in BP questions!)

you?