Thanks for the question, Merope.
I agree with the others it's very interesting and gives me the opportunity to say this:
Aaaaargh and just when I managed to actually accomplish starting(yes only starting but still) to get things in motion.
Last year was a hard year with many setbacks and the climax was the loss of two close family members in december.
Getting a hold of the situation was... exhausting and still is. And the new situation rn isn't helping because my family and I would need some time together but we have to stay apart, now of all times.
Some things are on hold now that I just managed to set in motion and it's just sucked out all my energy that I scrambled to activate.