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Old Apr 07, 2020, 10:24 AM
251turnaround 251turnaround is offline
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Originally Posted by BirdDancer View Post
Hi 251turnaround. You are far from being the only one whose questioned bipolar episodes. The issue is insight. Sometimes we can't fully comprehend what's going on in our own brains and how we present to the public. Experts and loved ones see different things from what we may see. Sure, some people have relatives that question their illnesses, too. Sometimes there is some merit to that, but other times it's denial or even that such symptoms became "normalized", at times. And other reasons. The quest to answer "What is normal behavior?" is sometimes a tough one. Or sometimes it's "How abnormal was that behavior?"
I often forget to take this into account. My first session with my current doc I was elevated and she confirmed the bipolar diagnosis right away on the spot. It just feels like I have a lot of energy and need to express myself emphatically. If anything, it feels like I've had too much to drink.

I guess if the meds help (which they do; more than I realize), I should stop worrying about labels and focus on that. As long as the treatment is making me feel less terrible, it doesn't matter.
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