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I so appreciate the support blue and fuzzy.
Well, I'm an anxious mess. I cannot seem to stop obsessing over the garbage my pdoc told me last week about needing video to communicate with her and all that (which is not true by clinic standards).
I don't know, it could be 6 or 8 weeks until I can actually go into my T's office again. I am grateful for her phone sessions, but I'm also not a phone person and find myself very anxious when using the phone.
I have tremendous relief because California is doing pretty well despite this pandemic nightmare. Still. Guess I didn't realize how much freedom I had before, to go places.
I've taken several Klonopins today; I have got to do something to calm down...I can't be like this. I'm so angry at my pdoc...I can never entirely trust her.
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