i was on holidays last week and i was looking for this song i wrote, while looking for it i found some old messages from warren one of my ex boyfriends it made me think about him and wonder how he was going we stopped talking after he told me i ruined all his relationships so i turned around and told him i cheated on him and he never talked to me after that.

i felt it was time for me to apologise he didn't need to talk to me or forgive me i just needed to let him know how truly sorry i was so i sent him a text message and he didn't reply. a few days after i sent that message i got a reply from his mother saying that she was sorry but warren had committed suicide a few weeks ago i am shattered like i hated him after he treated me the way he did but i never wanted him dead and i didn't even get a chance to apologise and now he has left his girlfriend and his stepson on there own.

i am truly sorry for what i did and now he will never know i should have said something sooner maybe if i did he wouldn't have done it.