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Originally Posted by spikes
I just want to not be manic anymore. I'm sick of flipping out every five minutes and wanting to rip my skin off and just feeling like an out of control, rabid animal. It's injection day and I'm afraid I'm going to freak out and get hospitalized. I don't need another $5000 bill, to miss the beginning of my summer job, and to get coronavirus. I feel like I'm suffocating in my own heat.
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I'm sorry, spikes--I really hope the injection goes calmly for you.
Have you ever been on higher dose Depakote? I just mention it because I just had this lithium and Abilify resistant mania and the only thing that helped finally was 1500 mg of Depakote a night. Was like a miracle for me. My pdoc says it almost always works for him.
Anyway, just thought I would share that. Hope your day is calmer!!!
Hugs!!!!