Great. Wonderful. Even better.

Checked Facebook and found out shawns now dating one of my best friends...

Feeling.... god, Stupidly a little jealous, and sad that having my first child has to be such a hard experience instead of a wonderful loving one between me and a man...

And on top of that baby has thrush and is feeding poorly and fussing and Im just crying to beat all hell.

I need.. something I dont know what.