You are schizoaffective, right? T SAys Sza and pdoc says BP2 with psychosis as two separate dx. also GAD. I run things by you guys before bringing them up with T and Pdoc. I've been on meds daily since July. I haven't been really paranoid for maybe 6 weeks, maybe longer. I think I'm going to ask to switch to pills then after some time switch to a cheap AP. I think T wants me to have more PRN meds. She wants me to switch to their pdoc but I like my pdoc. She's about more therapy less meds.

You need to be there for your family, and children. You cannot do this while going in and out of psychosis. Can't you learn how to deal with the fear? If I can remain calm during those times it wont be dangerous.