Thanks Christina

I know how dangerous overdosing can be, but I still keep doing it. Im like a little kid who doesnt learn! I know all these distracting things can help, I do it 24/7, but sometimes I just feel the need to just CUT. Like Im addicted to doing it. I just need to give up and do it, its like a drug and it really DOES make me feel better, even if only for short time, n the only thing that stops me is my boyfriend... I get too guilty for letting him down afterwards.

Why does it have to be soooo frustrating?? Been SI'ing for about 3-4 years now, I wish I hadnt got caught up in it in the first place!

babyg xxx