(((x_BabyG_x)))

I'm sorry your having a rough time right now. I know how you feel I really wish that five years ago that I would have just cried instead of cut when the cops came to my house and picked up my dad for hot checks.

I'm having the same problem you are..I distract myself with everything imaginable but I still want to so bad. Stay strong you can do this!!! If you ever need to talk I'm here feel free to pm me. I'll let you know if I find anything that helps..I find coffee to be relaxing..not the best for falling asleep but relaxing none the less.