You are not alone .
We all exist in a crule universe that pays no attention to our feelings , and there is no shame in how we feel , we all are here for all kind of reasons , and helping each other sometimes is the only thing that makes things easier on us , all kinds of addictions are painfull , all kinds of lonliness are overwhelming , im going through a breakup lately and i know how you feel , and this global quarantine is not helping our cases at all .
I hope you find strength within you and overcome your fears and pass on to safty .