I am totally new to this. but today i binged around 2000 calories at once, which is happening more frequently lately, and i felt i needed some help... i am only 105 pounds and it really hurts (physically) when I consume so much at once. I usually binge when I am stressed/depressed or sometimes when I am just craving for something but end up bingeing to punish myself for indulging in the first place....... and then i have to spend rest of the day working it off. i dont find the process enjoyable at all (not after the first few bites) but i couldn't stop. i dont know if that makes any sense. i am not sure if i am a binge eater or compulsive overeater either... i am so confused i am too ashamed to find help. are there any online programs/treatments?????