@bluebicycle and @Moose72: I talked with my T about it and didn't even cry. It was really good to process it with her, changing the way I viewed everything. Thanks to you both for encouraging me to do so.

In other news: I have a mentor now for my sculpting. He's a pro sculptor so I feel lucky to have his attention. Much of my day has been correspondence with him. I'm energized about starting a new project or two.

I also did my 5 mile walk. Along the way I talked with the parent of a former student (think 2000-01 year), a former boss of my wife (1990s), and my sons' high school PE teacher.

This evening we are in my house making personalised lists of goals, responsibilities, and aspirations. This will help while we continue to shelter in place for another month (or more).