Earlier this week I started freaking out a little thinking about what if they decide to release prisoners early and he shows up here angry and assaults me. I know this seems far-fetched and I had mostly managed to stop my brain from going there. Today there's an article in the paper about the governor considering releasing prisoners early. He would fall into one of the categories that's considered for release since his sentence is over in October anyway. Now I'm back to freaking out. My plan was to install a camera and to spend some time in therapy getting used to the idea that he was going to be out soon. Ugh. I'm probably being ridiculous. He probably doesn't want to get revenge on me for sending him to prison.