I remember several first impressions of some of the other T's that work out of the same office. I remember seeing one woman and thinking, "If she calls my name I am just going to get up and walk out." I remember being somewhat relieved when my T appeared and read my name. She looked professional and internally I felt neural towards her. After the session however, I felt 100 times worst about my situation. It seemed like every concern I had about my son and how the relationship with my H might be affecting him were not only validated but amplified. When I entered the session I only THOUGHT I was a being a bad mom, when I left I KNEW I was a bad mom. The first 2 months I felt like I really didn't personally connect with her, but I couldn't come up with any good reasons to dislike her. Her insights seemed to helpful so I kept sticking it out for one more session.