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Victoria'smom · Apr 09, 2020, 04:32 PM

Why are you so worried about being alone?

Possible trigger:

I don't want someone to come murder me (normal concern for me not mood related), I don't want to hurt myself trying to ground myself and go to far (normal concern not mood related), I don't want to hurt myself for fun and go to far (current mood), I don't want to develop a head ache and od because time's running slow. (I've done this before).

Then there's the fact I can shop online and destroy our lives, drinking alone for me isn't safe. And who knows what other Ideas I will get. Last night I wanted to walk to walmart 2 miles alone in the dark when I physically can hardly walk to the car.