BeyondtheRainbow- I don't feel anxious. I'm actually less anxious then normal. I feel like I took a kolodipin anxiety wise. I can't stop shaking my leg though. I can't even label this enough to tell them what's going on. Here are my notes to T so far
NVM to personal

I want to say some of this is my normal and things that I wouldn't say in person so I'm going to say them over the phone. It's the not normal stuff that makes me wonder if I'm "UP". I am safe and H knows this.