Dear Janel2008,

I am so very, very sorry you are suffering such distress and grief! I wish I had some really good advice, but sadly I am at a loss. Do you think you might want to see another psychiatrist in another office for guidance and help? So sorry if that is not helpful. I hope many people will see your post and will have really helpful ideas for you. It is so heartbreaking that you are suffering!

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen